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[14 Mar 2004|01:47pm]
I'm going to delete this journal and make a new one which will be friends only. My new journal is yourbrokenstar. If you add me... I will add you back. Sorry for any trouble. =)
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[02 Mar 2004|03:29pm]
[ mood | bored ]

I stole some pictures from Rob from Valentines Day at Disney and some other random times at his house, and some from Fridays (which I may have posted already but I'm not sure). I can't post ALL of the pictures from his house... too scandalous! =) And I don't know if some of the other parties involved want them shown to everyone. I also uploaded some other random pictures I had onto weblog, so I'll post those too.

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Mae and Copeland tonight with Brittany! Woo hoo. I'm excited. This week is going pretty well so far, and to top it off... I get to leave Sunday!

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I SHOULD be doing homework [25 Feb 2004|08:35pm]
Your Sexual Profile (you sexual deviant you...) by sparkledee
Your Secret Kink ThingYou like being spanked.
Your Sexual StrengthHow hot you look in lingerie.
Your Sexual WeaknessYour gross faces during sex.
Your Likely STDYou're clean!
How Many Partners in Crime?1
Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0!

Hmmm... I DO look hot in lingerie. lol.
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I LOVE Johnny Bulford lyrics! [24 Feb 2004|11:08pm]
Only You

Before you I had a heart of stone
And before you
I never let anyone get close
But you broke down those walls
One kiss from you
Baby that was all
And I knew by the way I felt
I would never love anyone else
Oh, it's true

Only you
Oh, only you
Oh, only you
oh, only you

Life was hard
Full of unrequited love
And breaking hearts
Seemed all I was capable of
And I feared that I
Would never be tamed
I didn't know my life
Was about to change
How many have loved me this way
But made me feel the same
Oh, it's true

Only you
Oh, only you
Oh, only you
Oh, only you

I knew it from the start
You completely stole my heart
Oh, it's true

Only you
Oh, only you
Oh, only you
Oh, only you

Oh, only you

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[24 Feb 2004|08:10pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

So I definitely wish I lived in New Jersey... but only April 16-18, then I could come back here. That's when the Skate and Surf Festival is, and it looks like it would be SUCH a good concert.

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I'm such a girly girl sometimes =) [23 Feb 2004|10:48pm]
[ mood | bored ]

I'm going to act all girly and excited for a minute. So deal with it!

I got a prom dress guys. It's cute. I got really bored, and I was tired of having to describe it to everyone... so I found a dress that's similar to it and then altered it on paint to make it look a little more like my dress. =)
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I also got a little black purse with a black bow on it, and then my mom and I are going to go to the store to look for the same pink ribbon to put on the purse instead of the black bow. I also got some hot shoes that match SO good. I found them and they were $60 and I was like I can deal with that... but then we got to the register and they were majorly on sale and ended up costing $20! So that's very cool. I'm getting really excited now. Limos are fun! =)

Just thought I would share. I'll make a better update tomorrow probably. Night guys.

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[23 Feb 2004|03:23pm]

You're Mexico!

While some people think you're poor and maybe a little corrupt, you
know where it's at, enjoying good food and nice beaches.  You like to take things a
little slower than those around you, and you really wish the air were cleaner, but sometimes
compromises must be made.  For some reason, Chevrolet keeps trying to sell you Novas
as well, even though they don't really go.

the Country Quiz at the Blue Pyramid

I do enjoy good food and nice beaches! And I do like to take things a little slower than others, just chill. Viva la Mexico! =)
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[20 Feb 2004|03:18pm]
[ mood | blah ]

And for my next trick... I will attempt to go get a job. If anyone has any suggestions of good places for me to apply, call my cell and let me know. Check my away message for the number.

PS - My boyfriend is a nerd. =)

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[15 Feb 2004|12:12pm]
[ mood | excited ]

2 road trips in 2 weekends? I'm a lucky lucky girl. Leaving for Jacksonville with Jan and Leslie in a little bit. Hopefully we'll find some fun up at UNF. Staying in Drew's dorm should be interesting times. I'll get around to a long update later... but we're going now. Call my cell while I'm gone.

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[13 Feb 2004|10:47pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

So I never really write any deep or profound entries. Maybe because I'm just a simple minded person and don't think profoundly like some people do. Being in AP English last year made me think a lot more. Made me feel like I could be deep. Now I'm in crap honors magnet english and I feel as if my IQ has dropped a good 10 points. I should have stuck with AP (but then again... all of the stress of the AP exam only to find out that I needed a 4 for it to be accepted at Flagler kind of sucked). Blah. This entry really has no point... but I just felt like expressing some of my displeasure.

I think it's cute that my best friend and boyfriend go on dates. =)

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[12 Feb 2004|10:37pm]
Sooo... wow, I think this song was written for me. Yeah yeah, I'm only 17 and I haven't had those "important life experiences" yet... but I think this song really sums up how I feel sometimes. If you read my one huge entry talking about my "growth" throughout high school, you might get a general understanding. It's just... yeah... the words I could never write myself.

It takes more time than I've ever had
drains the life from me
makes me want to forget
as young as I was, I felt older back then
more disciplined, stronger and certain
but I was scared to death of eternity
I was saved by grace
but destroyed by naivety
and I lied to myself
and said it was for the best
so now faith is replaced with a logic so cold
I've disregarded what I was
now that I'm older
and I know much more than I did back then
but the more I learn
the more I can't understand
and I've become content with this life that I lead
where I drink to much and don't believe in much of anything
and I lie to myself
and say "it's for the best."

we're moving forward, but holding ourselves back
and we're waiting on something that will never come
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[12 Feb 2004|12:23am]
[ mood | loved ]

Rob and I are going to the moon tonight. We'll be back sometime tomorrow. I'll be sure to check out the stars on the way.


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[04 Feb 2004|10:31pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

I hate to have 3 entries in one day... but my dad just told me the weirdest story. It gave me the chills. So I figured I would share. It's funny how certain things happen in life.

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THAT'S ENOUGH! [04 Feb 2004|08:45pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Gah... everyone stop it! Just forget about everything. We're all friends. Things shouldn't be like this. Just stop. Enough drama. We all realize that some lines may have been crossed, and some feelings may have been hurt... but it's getting old.

Dylan - I know you are probably not appreciated as much as you should be. You're always the one that everyone goes to with their problems... and I know it's probably annoying as hell. But you don't even realize how much you've helped me, and I'm sure the same goes for everyone else. You can take time from yourself... but don't completely seclude yourself from everyone. It's just making things more tense. You can still be with yourself without being completely by yourself. Don't talk about your problems through lj... let people know in person.

Lynzie - I know that you really care about Jan... but I think we all let things go a little too far. I know she appreciates us sticking up for her, but I don't think things would have gotten as bad if we hadn't all said everything that we did. It's not just you... she wants us all to just let it go.

Marnie - Not really sure what problem you have with it, but we all need to stop being retarded.

Jan - I can see where everyone is coming from with this situation. We were all there for you non-stop, always listening to your problems, talking to you on the phone when you called us up crying, sticking up for you... but then when we try to help with things you get all defensive like our opinions don't matter. Things did go too far and a lot of what was said shouldn't have been. I think we're just all burnt out from giving advice and telling you how we feel because this has dragged on for so long. I know sometimes I feel a little like my advice didn't matter to you because you still went against everything I said, so I'm thinking that everyone else might feel the same. If you stop talking about it, maybe everyone else will too.

Anyone else - same goes for you.

Seriously, it's getting ridiculous. Stop talking about it in your live journals... stop talking about it at school... just STOP talking about it all together. We need to all take our pride, throw it out the window and stop being dumb. This goes for me as well. Just stop talking about it and I think everything will be fine. This is the last time I'm saying anything about this. We have 108 days to make the most of our time together. Just think about that...

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You're an exception to the rule, you're a bonafied rarity [04 Feb 2004|07:15pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Lots of randomness...

- I can't see out of my right eye very good at the moment. It's weird and I can't figure out why.
- I took a rather long nap today. Refreshing. It probably would have been longer... but people kept calling me and waking me up.
- I just found out that Armor for Sleep is coming to the Social on the 12th... Britt, Andi, Ann... we are SO going, yes? Next Thursday. (Oh Yeah!)
- FSU this weekend!! Leaving Friday, driving Paige back up with us (us being Jan and I). Ah, I'm excited. Yes, we're actually going this time. No more saying that we're going to, and then not... because we're definitely doing it! Paige, Matt... you better show us a good time! =) Edit: Matt is going to be out of town. Sad. =(
- Jan and I actuallly went to 1st period today. Crazy, huh? We decided to go in to Mr. Handley's and make some cool stuff. I didn't finish my little candle holder because I'm slow.
- So far I'm doing good on this going to school this whole week thing (unless you count 1st period... which I don't!)
- I somehow managed to BS my way through my outline for English... which means hopefully I won't fail this semester.
- Everytime I wear my Flagler sweatshirt to school (like today), people always ask me if I'm going there. I then get to proudly smile and say yes. I get more and more excited every day.
- I took the most impossible Family Law test today. It sucked... a lot, and I'm more than positive that I failed. Even the smartest people in that class thought it was horrible. Oh great.
- I decided not to bake cookies today because I didn't want to do it by myself again. So instead I went to McDonalds with Andy and all of those crazy kids.
- I went with Kyle to the store today to help him pick out flowers to give to Brittany. So cute. They had tulips... and they made me happy. They also had these gorgeous bright pinkish-purplish roses, but they only had those in a vase, so he didn't get them. The light pink were still a very good choice.
- Dylan was MIA today. That made me sad because I missed my Dylan hug. =(
- Now since we're leaving Friday... I can't go to Rob's Friday night. Now I'm sad. =( Sorry hun.
- I think I'm obsessed with this song. Beautiful.
- Jan is 99% definitely coming with us to Italy!! (some stuff with the flights still needs to get worked out) Holy crap, I'm so excited. I was excited before, but now that she's coming... it's like excitement in double time!
- I don't think I can complain about anything in my life right now. Everything is going good... and I'm completely happy. I love all of my friends.

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